Thief
Rogue Theologian
I have had religious people tell me that deep down I must know that god does exist, and that my attempt at disbelieving god is stupid.
I always found that way of thinking ridiculous.
I never understood why people would say stupid things like that.
But something occured to me today.
I am sitting sitting in my sofa under a blanket drinking tea and feeling sorry for myself because my throat and ears hurt, looking out the window on the beautiful autumn colors. Apparently I get really philosophical in situations like this
What occured to me is that I am guilty of the exact same stupid way of thinking.
When I hear religious people talk about their deities and how their religion tells them how to live and how to look at the world, I always think "how can these people bring them selves to live like this? Deep down they must know that it is probably all made up."
I wonder how people can spend their lives pretending that something is true.
Just like those religious people who can't believe that I don't actually believe that any gods exist, I can't really believe that some people actually believe that gods are real.
To me my way of seeing the world makes sense to me, and I guess I find it very difficult to understand people who see things differently, because it so obviously doesn't make sense to me.
So my question is: Is it possible to understand, I mean really understand, other people who see the world differently from yourself?
And the alternative is to face death and become dust.
Now there's a scenario to believe in!
Nothing greater than yourself?
Not a chance?
7billion+ copies of a device that produces a unique spirit on each occasion.....
and not one to survive the last breath?
Pretending... Something Greater can't be real?