The problem I have is when anyone, such as yourself, tries to explain their views on 'reality' some mention of religious belief invariably follows, and since I consider all such to just be inventions of humans, I am left feeling that nothing is to be learnt or gained. Hence the reason why I just don't contemplate the wider picture of what existence entails. I am just not sufficiently qualified to even look at the physics, and since nothing I do will affect anything, I'll leave that area alone, thanks.