Alceste
Vagabond
I've been curious about these very things for a while, too. But I'd like to explore with Christian and Muslim women where do they find their femininity within their own traditions. I'd rather not allow a man to define my own worth, and since I've interpreted the Abrahamic religions (which mostly seem extremely masculine) to define my values, roles, and importance for me, it tends to lead me away from it, too.
However, this is why I would very much like to hear more input from women of the Abrahamic religions in this discussion. In fact, I actually yearn for it.
I will see if I can round up Dallas.
In the mean time, I can give you the impression I get from my best friend, who is a devout Christian who has a close personal relationship with her god. The fact that the god is "male" seems incidental and doesn't bother her. While she seems to think it is a given that the appropriate pronoun for god is masculine, her god clearly speaks to my friend with her own voice. (Not surprising if the voice of "god", when we hear it, is always a deep, intuitive voice of our own, as I believe). Because of this, the personality of her god is androgynous. It encompasses both masculine and feminine principles. Caring, guidance, protection, love, compassion etc.
IMO, the reason she is not bothered by the lack of the sacred female in her religion is that she is extremely close to her actual father, and doesn't get on well with her mum at all. (Whereas I am the opposite, which might also explain my distaste for patriarchal theology.)
I have grilled her extensively on the whole religion thing, since I feel she is limiting herself. She wants to live in the shadow of a man, support him, bear him children, be loved and protected by him, bla bla bla. The tragedy of this is that she is exceptionally intelligent, strong and capable herself and she is unlikely to find a man she can feel properly inferior to. Since her partner must be stronger and more capable than she is in order for her to achieve the status her religion and experience has taught her to desire, she has a lot of relationship trouble.
Anyway, enough armchair psychoanalysis of my friend. I meant to say it's obvious her beliefs are deeply valued and she doesn't feel at all oppressed by them, and I think this is because her god is asexual. When he's not providing love and mercy (like a mother would), he is providing protection and instruction (like a father would).
For me, I so far look to Khandro Rinpoche, Venerable Robina Courtin (whom I have met and remain in contact with), Venerable Sangye Khadro and Pema Chodron. These are women who are erudite and very passionate about what they teach, and they do a remarkable job in their scholarship. Robina and I even had a great chat once about PMS and the Tibetan Buddhist POV of it (which seemed very female about it's understandings of it and it's transformative power).
I will follow those links later on. Thanks. Personally, I look to my friends (including the one described above) and the women I'm descended from, and when I stumble across an interesting piece of female history I devour it and add it to the bigger picture that has begun to form.
The thing is, I didn't realise until I left public school and started my own life that there had ever been anything missing. And when I finally figured it out, I was seriously ****** off. I mean seriously. My 12 years of acute boredom in school could have been spiced up some if any of the crap I had to learn had anything to do with me. (OK, well I really liked math, english and the arts. It was mostly history, religion, philosophy and science that bored me.)
I'm not so ****** off now, although I think it's a very serious problem that we don't teach our daughters anything about themselves and what they can acheive, as we do our sons.