If the big picture of the Bible was contradictory. Not just nit-picking one thing at a time and forgetting about the caveats elsewhere.You're on the ropes because of your lack of humility and not accepting valid knowledge. That arrogance is your ongoing failure, don't blame others. You put yourself there.
In science, we need to get an idea of everything together to make it work and verify everything.
In religion, we need to study everything and then see if there's a way still and we believe that way instead of not that way. In my church, then we pray and if it makes perfect sense to our hearts and minds we go with it. We feel the Holy Spirit.