blackout
Violet.
I will probably want to unpack this line of thought more later,
but I don't want to forget, so...
When I look at mySelf,
I see that I have Set Up
"Self Willed, Self Becoming"
AS my Primary Catalyst.
I look carefully at situations
and I ask mySelf,
is this what some other wants of me?,
or is this thing what I want of/for mySelf.
I sit and ask mySelf,
"What DO I want for mySelf?"
and "Why?",
and what practical, creative, and symbolic steps
can I take to "make that thing so".
(ie, "Reality")
When I decide what it is I Will
(ie, Want to obtain or achieve for mySelf)
I survey my surroundings
and all of my current "givens"
to find ways of "making that so".
It's almost like engineering a new chain of cause.
I meditate on and design a track, logos, Icons,
pull together resources,
put it together rail by rail, line by line,
and sometimes "sell it" to others-
either the idea, or the finished product,
(where necessary)
create/produce/fuel a little momentum here,
a little momentum there....
till my new train of cause'ation
Becomes, as the new streamline train of my creation,
first chugging, then cruising down what has then
Become IT'S OWN TRACK.
The Track of it's Own Momentum.
If I purposefully SET up, and SET in motion
my Own SET of causations
for the sake of my own creations,
does that not make 'Me' "the creator"?
(of that cause'ation, creation line--Set Up by 'Me')
If you purposefully SET up enough of these,
and you ride your Own trains (so to speak)
does that not make you
the cause-- of your own cause?
I do See that we can tip the balance.
ie., begin laying down a new momentum,
which will strengthen to cause'ation
through focus and repetition.
This, I see, is how we "Become" Our Own Godhood.
Remanifestation, the start of a new Self Desired track.
Xeper, the Successful Becoming (ie Creation)
of that New Self Desired track
into Being AS a whole new engine/line of Cause'ation.
Causation>> Creation>> Causation>> Creation on and on
Some people spend their lives riding other people's trains.
Some build their own.
This to me, is the distinction of importance.
I want to design and ride my own trains.
Though sometimes other people design fascinating trains too,
with interesting destinations.
I like day (or night) trips on those.
(Complete with a return ticket)
EDIT: I do not know if this, however,
is the (kind of) "Free Will"
the OP is addressing.
but I don't want to forget, so...
When I look at mySelf,
I see that I have Set Up
"Self Willed, Self Becoming"
AS my Primary Catalyst.
I look carefully at situations
and I ask mySelf,
is this what some other wants of me?,
or is this thing what I want of/for mySelf.
I sit and ask mySelf,
"What DO I want for mySelf?"
and "Why?",
and what practical, creative, and symbolic steps
can I take to "make that thing so".
(ie, "Reality")
When I decide what it is I Will
(ie, Want to obtain or achieve for mySelf)
I survey my surroundings
and all of my current "givens"
to find ways of "making that so".
It's almost like engineering a new chain of cause.
I meditate on and design a track, logos, Icons,
pull together resources,
put it together rail by rail, line by line,
and sometimes "sell it" to others-
either the idea, or the finished product,
(where necessary)
create/produce/fuel a little momentum here,
a little momentum there....
till my new train of cause'ation
Becomes, as the new streamline train of my creation,
first chugging, then cruising down what has then
Become IT'S OWN TRACK.
The Track of it's Own Momentum.
If I purposefully SET up, and SET in motion
my Own SET of causations
for the sake of my own creations,
does that not make 'Me' "the creator"?
(of that cause'ation, creation line--Set Up by 'Me')
If you purposefully SET up enough of these,
and you ride your Own trains (so to speak)
does that not make you
the cause-- of your own cause?
I do See that we can tip the balance.
ie., begin laying down a new momentum,
which will strengthen to cause'ation
through focus and repetition.
This, I see, is how we "Become" Our Own Godhood.
Remanifestation, the start of a new Self Desired track.
Xeper, the Successful Becoming (ie Creation)
of that New Self Desired track
into Being AS a whole new engine/line of Cause'ation.
Causation>> Creation>> Causation>> Creation on and on
Some people spend their lives riding other people's trains.
Some build their own.
This to me, is the distinction of importance.
I want to design and ride my own trains.
Though sometimes other people design fascinating trains too,
with interesting destinations.
I like day (or night) trips on those.
(Complete with a return ticket)
EDIT: I do not know if this, however,
is the (kind of) "Free Will"
the OP is addressing.
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