Wow, you went all the way back to 2007 for that.
Thanks for the effort!. What you have to try to understand is that
understanding is an evolving thing. It is never finished and there is always something else around the corner. In answer to your question, at the time, and for some time after, I thought it was Vishnu. In some respects - it was/is THE Vishnu. But...
it wasn't a static vision, but rather, it was a multilayered experience it took decades to decode. It was to become my foundation of ideas I came up with many years later, of a personality quite far beyond the limits we normally place on our notions of personality.
Now I have quite a different understanding - hence my pointing to what I saw reflected in those eyes... How I understand it now is that the Vishnu aspect was simply my larger identity,
in a sense, masquerading as Vishnu to help me understand the gravity of what I had discovered. It certainly got my attention. The point is the larger identity is not god even though it eclipses much of what we think of as being god. It's easier to grasp if one just tosses out all ideas of god and approaches the subject directly.
This tidbit from dognotgod is actually fairly useful in what I am trying to say. Since I'm so prone to dumping on you both, I really should pat him on the head for this
@godnotgod
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