Don't you think your god is kind of wicked because of these statements and questions:
1. Did god make everything good?
2. Don't you think it's wicked to create us to test us?
3. I would I'll start with these.
Honestly, I have done some though on this. This is a study called theodicy.
I think the concept of God has been misunderstood a lot and some people who analysed Theodicy in great detail and had ideas that deferred from the normal answers and justifications religious leaders give were called heretics. Ibn Arabi was one of them. I mean out of the Muslims. There were many many Christians too.
I believe that Buddhism with its 4 truths etc the reincarnation theory is born of creation, life and evil justification.
I don't believe God is a being outside this world looking at all of us like we are ants.
Traditional Islam allowed free thought. During the times when in the western world Christianity was suppressing scientific exploration and free thought, Islamic empire was encouraging them. Ibn Arabi and Avicena were just two of the people who allowed philosophy enter their theological studies and explorations. At that time it was encouraged, thus the golden age.
I sincerely believe that Christianity as a whole is doing that now. Even Judaism. Though there was a lot of resistance some time ago. Killing scientists. Killing Tindale. Disallowing open surgery etc.
Well. The problem is we call him God. By the English word. What we are used to are Gods like Zeus and Apollo. Then came Jesus with a statue. Of course also the Indian Gods. Like Karuppayya. But when you understand it from the Arabic point of view it changes. Now Allah has become a proper name. Like Zeus.
Thus when you say Allah you picture the Islamic God. Can you see that the previous sentence in bold itself is flawed? Allah is the translation The God. Replace Allah with 'The God' and you will see what I mean.
Thus when you say God you picture the Islamic God.
Elohim means Powers or Mights (Pluralis Majestatis). YHWH I have heard from scholars of the Hebrew language comes from Havah which means he exists. Allah means The Divinity.
The rabbit hole might run much deeper.
Since God is an Almighty being staying outside this world, why cant he see that an innocent human being is suffering. Now many would say that sin is punished. Really? A child is born into utmost poverty in Somalia and die of hunger. Is it because he sinned? Where did he get an opportunity to sin?
Also, when you study the Quran and classical Arabic in depth. Especially ancient documents. Trying to understand them, you will find that in language, nothing comes close to the language of the Quran. During that time, there are no Arabic work of this magnitude. Well, if I say 1% of this magnitude that is still undermining the Quran. Thus when anyone studies classical arabic, Muslim or not, the Quran is the best tool. Best is an understatement. By far.
Thus, when you study the Quran in depth, you will see that "We created" or "We made it happen" does not actually mean God did something. It could also very well mean It happened. Now there is a famous phrase that Muslim apologists use a lot. Kun Fa Yakun. Be and it is.
36:82 His command, when He wants anything, is to say to it: ‘Be,’ and it is.
The Arabic word Kun can never be simply translated as Be. It is the act of manifestation. The act of existing inside something.
Well, thats a long subject and it would take a whole book to explain. God does not get involved. Simple. Its a bit deeper than that.