I used to believe my mental health problems were spiritual in nature
i.e. I thought they were demonic
The moment I realised they weren't was for me a massive breakthrough that lead to a big improvement in my mental health
In Jesus's time people had no concept of mental illness so they explained it in terms of "demons"
People in this day and age should know better
I suppose in some ways it's better to be haunted by a demon than it is to have a mental illness as having a demon means there's nothing medically wrong with you, that you're not really unwell
It's a kind of denial
To believe you are haunted by a demon is to deny the fact that there's something wrong with you, that you are ill
And anyway, it can't be demonic possession because demons don't exist, they're in the same category as the tooth fairy...
Ironically, being convinced to be haunted by a demon fits right into the picture of the delusions that come with psychosis.
Such is often the problem with getting schizofrenics and alike to take their meds.
They are convinced their problem is a demon and in even worse cases they think their doctor is trying to poison them with the meds.
This is why anti-psychotics also come in the form of melting tablets like Zyprexa, which almost instantly melts when it touches saliva, to make sure they can't quickly spit it out when the nurse / doctor / family member turns his back.
I feel compelled here to share a very personal story of the worst time of my life... It pains me to even think about it.
My wife dealt with psychosis 15 years ago. It was hell on earth, believe me. Our lives were completely and utterly disrupted. I got completely exhausted. She was completely convinced the entire world was against her, that people on TV were talking about her, that there was a conspiracy at work against her,... And all this was "told" to her by the voices in her head.
It was insanely scary. Till this day, I kiss the ground that somehow she continued to trust me. I have to admit, I was afraid. Afraid that one night she would start believing I was also part of the "grand conspiracy" and that she might actually try to hurt me in my sleep or something.
I had to stay home for 6 weeks from work and totally isolated the both of us to prevent such from happening. The first couple of weeks I spend hours a day making her take her meds, convincing her she needed them. After the accute period was over, I actually slept for almost 24 hour straight. Went to bed at 19h and only woke in the afternoon the next day. It was crazy.
After 3 years of being stable, we tried fading out the medication. 2 weeks later: BOOM, the same sh!t all over again. Only this time, I noticed the first symptoms straight away and we immediatly threw the equivalent of a nuclear bomb at it in the form of anti-psychotics. It worked. It was much less severe and only lasted 3 weeks. Still had to stay home again though.
Now, 15 years later, she is still on a small maintenance dose. She herself doesn't want to try and quit anymore. She is completely fine now and we have 2 wonderful kids (8 years later then we originally planned as a direct result of those psychotic episodes). Are there some side effects? Yes.
The first meds we tried gave heavy weight gain and some motoric stuff (slight trembling of a few fingers).
The one she uses now only makes it hard to lose weight.
So is a bit chubby. We'll take some chubbyness and a daily small pill over the horror of psychosis
any day of the week, thanks.
So now everybody knows why I'm touchy about this very subject.
Worst. Time. Of. My. Life. (and her's, obviously).
My wife's literal words today are that she'll take an aggressive cancer over psychosis any day if she had to choose.
Both me and my wife are atheists. During the episodes, suddenly she turned all "spiritual" also. Suddenly demons and the devil are real entities and out to get us all. Interesting side note.
So.... in conclusion...
@ElishaElijah :
you have no idea what you are talking about. And it literally pains me when I see people talk thrash like you do about this extremely serious subject.