WELL!!! It's taken me a while to get back to this thread. Sorry, was going through some stuff, couldnt seem to focus on anything. It's all good now though. *smiles* So be esctatic!!! (....or else....)
So most of you know that Sophia means Wisdom. Now, she's not the god of academics, cause that's superficial and just silly. Being smart or just learning stuff doest bring you closer to the Source. I also like to point out, whenever possible, that Philosophy is, if you break up the word, the Love of Sophia: phil - love, soph - wisdom. Cool huh? This is why I sometimes speculate about some of the ancient philosophers and their occational "gnostic" concepts. Inspiration comes standard... almost like the car...*shifty glance*
The Fall of Sophia
"Now, Sophia, who is the wisdom of afterthought and who constitutes an eternal realm, concieved of a thought from herself, with the conception of the invisible spirit and foreknowledge. She wanted to bring forth something like herself, without the consent of the spirit, who had not given approval, without her partner and without his consideration. *(big uh-oh on Sophia's part)* The male did not give approval. She did not find her partner, and she considered this without the spirit's consent and without the knowledge of her partner. Nontheless, snhe gave birth. And because of the invncible power within her, her thought was not and idle thought. Something came out of her that was imperfect and different in appearance from her, for she had produced it without her partner. It did not resemble its mother and was misshapen."
Okay, we get the point: he didnt consent!!!! QUITE redundant, but just trying to show a point, if ya didnt catch it the first time.
Recap of the (already practically recaped) mythology: Sophia was curious, wanted to create, thought she could do it on her own, and created something ugly.
My take on it?: When people discover a first spark of inner light, they have a tendency to try and rationalize it and apply it to everything and anything that could sustain this feeling of Oneness. Sometimes when we experience wisdom, (and this is not learned wisdom, but the kind that is understood and known) we take that "inspiration" and attatch it to something physical. BAD idea. Wisdom simply IS, a "personality" of the One. People need to be in balance of themselves, meaning joining the male/female sides of ourselves and learn to be in the Source. The interesting thing is, the more we try to create, the more we mess up. (K.I.S.S.!) Sophia was curious, as wise minds generally are, and she was not balanced. Again, i'll say: think Yin/Yang.
So you may ask: Why did she create something without consulting the Light? If she was all-wise, why would she do something so ignorant?
My belief: The Source cannot tell our wisdom what to do or what not to do, it just IS, so although it COULD have corrected Sophia in her wrong doings, it loved her enough to give Sophia the choice of making decisions. This is why people can choose, and are neither perpetually wise, nor ignorant.... Any time people trick themselves into following "false" wisdom, it produces ignorance.
"When Sophia saw what her desire had produced, it changed into the figure of a snake with the face of a lion. *(not a pretty picture o.0)* Its eyes were like flashing bolts of lightening. She cast it away from her, outside that realm so that none of the immortals would see it. She had produced it ignorantly."
I actually dont like that imagry. Lions and snakes, I think, were just the biggest and baddest things that the writers of this gospel could think of. Naturally a flawed, and controlling god would have shapes familiar to us. Anyone else wanna take a swing at this part?
"She surrounded it with a bright cloud and put a throne in the middle of the cloud so that no one would see it except the holy spirit, who is called the mother of the living. She named her offspring Yaldabaoth."
I think Sophia should be the poster girl of ignorant decisions. Whenever people do something unwise, usually they try to cover it or hide it, cause they realize they made a mistake. These are human-like characteristics for a deity because, well, it's a part of us.
holy spirit, mother of the living, these would be Sophia. (because i like repeating myself *smiles*)
cool, well, enjoy, the next one will probably take me a while to do as well. Yaldabaoth is something i really dont like to waste my time studying or thinking about. You'll probably get the abridged version of that story.