Super Universe
Defender of God
Everyone was once an atheist. We're born that way. At what age did you come to accept this theistic mentality and what changed in you that motivated this transformation? When you were an atheist, was it simply the fact that you thought god was represented by religions that motivated your atheism or were there other factors involved? If it hadn't been for your impression that religion represented god, would you have become a believer earlier? For most atheists, it's a lack of evidence for god that motivates their disbelief, was this not the case for yourself?
In my youth I considered myself a scientific athiest. I had to have the answers to all the complex questions first in order to believe. Religion was also a factor, one side of my family was Lutheran and the other Jehovah's Witness with a mixture of poor white trash added just for flavor.
I had a vision at age 22. It was simple but perfect, no more or less than what was needed. I knew that God existed and that He created the universe. This vision did not come from God, it was more like something that was scheduled to happen long before I was born in order to awaken me.
The problem was that even though I absolutely knew that God existed I had no other answers given to me. It's been a long journey and while I have many answers now I know I still have much farther to go.
The lack of evidence was my excuse for not believing in God but it wasn't the main reason. I was very upset at my situation. Why the hell was I born into such a mixed up group of people who were so damn ignorant and selfish when I was nothing at all like them? I blamed God.
Now, looking back, I wouldn't change a thing.