That's not really what I was asking. Your particular beliefs, while interesting and perhaps a good subject for discussion, are not what's in question.
Well, maybe it wasn't the answer you were looking for, but since I'm a Christian and believe "Christian doctrine," my answer was as pertinent to a discussion of what "Christian doctrine" is as anybody else's.
But, ok - out of curiosity - what about "I and my Father are one." (John 10;30). How do you believe both that Jesus and Jesus' father are one and that what happens to Jesus doesn't happen to Jesus' father? How would you reconcile that?
Look up "one" in the dictionary. It has meanings other than as a numerical designator. It also means "united." There are many way in which two individuals or many individuals can be said to be "one" that don't require us to think of them as a single numerical unit. We see this usage throughout the Bible, for example:
Genesis 2:24 "Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and
they shall be one flesh.
Exodus 24:3 "And Moses came and told the people all the words of the LORD, and all the judgments: and
all the people answered with one voice, and said, All the words which the LORD hath said will we do."
1 Peter 3:8 "Finally,
be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous..."
Acts 4:32 "And the
multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common.
I mean, one alternative is not to believe "I and my Father are one." But I doubt that's the case here?
As a Christian, I totally believe that Jesus Christ and His Father were "one." But that doesn't mean I believe that Jesus was His own Father or that His Father was His own Son.