Copernicus
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That would be m-ball's wager, I am very partial of Pascal's, skepticism (ever doubting) is not something that I would like to live by, it is a disturbance to the soul, and one cannot be happy in that state, so I am grateful to God that He had Mercy on me and gave me faith that allows me to ascent to spiritual truth/reality. I like Pascals wager because it give hopes and hope.........you know what fallows.
To you, it gives hope, but it gives you exactly the same kind of hope that Winston Smith achieved in Orwell's novel 1984. Having been put through hell on Earth, Smith learned to truly love Big Brother. The feeling gave him intense relief and pleasure, because he knew the consequences of not loving Big Brother. Those reading the book felt horror, of course, but they did not live in Winston Smith's reality.
Your scenario fails because you are skeptic, you aren't sure of this, thus there is no hope in your scenario,
But, as a skeptic, I look at your description of your state of mind, and I feel not unlike I did about the plight of poor Winston Smith.