Michael1981
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There is something you simply do not understand, and I believe it is hindering you from seeing the reality of how far removed I am from the possibility of becoming Christian, or believing in God, or gods, or anything of the sort. Not only is there far too much else in reality-based knowledge that fits with the observable, experienced universe - and therefore the accounts of God creating it as is classically described can be cast aside easily, but EVEN IF GOD EXISTS I DO NOT AGREE WITH HIS TACTICS, HIS BASIC SENSE OF MORALITY OR HIS COMPLETE ABSENCE. Meaning that even if He is someday proven to exist, I would never, ever follow Him... let alone worship Him. How could I? When I truly believe (you have no idea how truly) that His leadership as it is described is so debased that it requires huge heaps of self-delusion to push past into even apathy... let alone adoration.
No, I think I understand you. You are squarely in your camp. Something you should get straight here, though, is that I'm not responding to you solely for your sake, but also for others who might read this, so that those looking for the truth might receive some direction. For now it doesn't seem that you're ready, but someday you will be.
I'll explain to you why. Until you understand that you're no better than Hitler or those Jews who ate their own children, you'll always be self-righteous. You'll think that you're better than them, though you've never truly been subject to your dark side. It hasn't happened, by God's grace. But it just hasn't happened yet.
What will happen to you when you're under an enemy siege, starving, lacking water or some other life-threatening situation? What will you do then? Will you steal? Will you kill? Yes, you will, absent God's grace. That is what the sin nature is capable of; we are all the worst of the worst. I'm not saying you'll necessarily suffer those kinds of extremes, but the Lord will show you that you are a depraved sinner, and in desperate, desperate need of His righteousness, which you'll one day receive when you receive the Spirit of God.
As for all of the evil that exists...as I just pointed out, you'll be one to talk when you've been subjected to your own sin nature. That's point one. Point two is this: God is perfectly righteous and perfectly just. His plan is perfect in every way; nothing happens that doesn't need to happen.
Yes, it seems impossibly harsh at times. Truly, it is. Sometimes those undeserving of certain sufferings have to be subjected to them in order for the plan to be executed. Take Jesus Christ Himself, for instance. Truly innocent, and yet He suffered what is probably the worst possible way to die. He has partaken of our sufferings, and is in complete solidarity with us. In fact, He suffers with us when we suffer, and so no one suffers more than He does.
And is He doing this for His own benefit? Not at all. All of this is a gift, and a far more wonderful gift than you can possibly imagine.
People die, yes. People suffer, true. But all the dead will be resurrected, not just to eternal life in terms of quantity but in terms of quality. One of my favorite Scriptures follows, because it's the ultimate counter-argument to "why all the suffering?"
"He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the former things have passed away.” (Revelation 21:4)
You see, I too have read The Bible, and in it I found an account of neglect, poor decision making, violence that I can only describe as being based in some grand stupidity, extremely sparse quality-time spent with a creation supposedly cherished, and, as you accused me of using... circular reasoning abound. In my honest, heartfelt opinion, the only good bits in The Bible are the parables whose messages/lessons are relevant regardless whether or not God exists. Everything else about God or that includes God is unworthy of anyone's time. It is a waste because it claims one thing, and yet says another. All of it. God is loving, yet He murders babies why they and their parents are sleeping. God is infallible and yet recognizes mistakes enough to drown them in a deluge of rain. God is all-knowing and yet seems disappointed when His creations eat from the tree He forbade them eat from. God is "just"... and yet one of His first "commandments" - laws, which even we humans understand should ALWAYS be impartial in order to be fair - is that you MUST worship Him, and Him alone. God, as described in The Bible, is completely reprehensible.
And don't you get it... this is one of the very reasons I can nearly assert that He doesn't exist. The accounts are completely idiotic and contradictory - a mess that is so obviously written by humans, and humans alone. If God is real, I will eat my hat. I actually don't even own a hat... so I will buy one and then eat one. But honestly... I swear to you that I am not being disingenuous when I state this... I know deep, deep down that I will never, ever, EVER find the need to buy a hat.
"Take notice, therefore, of the kindness and severity of God: severity to those who fell, but kindness to you, if you continue in His kindness. Otherwise you also will be cut off." (Romans 11:22)
"It is a terrifying thing to fall into the hands of the living God." (Hebrews 10:31)