Michael1981
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Does speaking candidly about one's feelings on unicorns make a person "self-righteous?" That's basically what you are telling me when you make the claim above.
You weren't speaking candidly about God, you were speaking candidly of how you viewed atrocities committed by other people. Yeah, God was part of the argument, since He causes these things, but the true culprits are those who commit evil for evil; God causes evil for good. And since you view these atrocities as things you would never do, then yes, you are self-righteous, though not in the normal sense of the term. You don't believe you have the potential to do these things, and I'm telling you that you do.
And the only reason I feel any need to react to statements about God is because they almost always come with a an appeal to self-righteousness. Just the fact that you believe an almighty being loves you is pure conceit in my eyes. Tack onto that the belief you have that you feel your soul is SO IMPORTANT (whether to yourself or some all powerful being) that it warrants being supported in existence forever. Tack onto that all your statements that clearly indicate that you know better than I do the stuff of a realm that even you, yourself basically admit is mostly unknowable. Tack onto that the belief that God has a divine plan for you, and that just about anything you do while working on "the plan" is completely sanctioned by God. Not to mention telling me (and I am sure plenty of others) over and over and over that I am a "sinner", that you have a "way out" of punishment, and that I am currently failing according to your criteria, and will be punished. Basically... telling me I am wrong in an area you cannot possibly claim absolute knowledge within.
I never claimed that there was a way out of punishment. No one escapes what they've sown for. No one. Neither did I ever claim that anything a human being does in support of the plan is sanctioned by God.
And while some of the things you say about feeling "so important" as to warrant eternal salvation or God's love is true for many in nominal Christendom and used to be true for me, once I realized the true depravity of my nature I realized that His love is not only totally undeserved, but unfathomable.
If you want to follow Jesus Christ, you have to be crucified, and it is a long, slow, and excruciating process. I'm still in the middle of it; I'm not yet saved. Sounds great, doesn't it?
And this is where I find my war camp. This is one of the only reasons I ever "go to bat." When someone calls someone else/me out as something for which they are a prime perpetrator themselves. For example, I once had a roommate who complained they were tired of cleaning up after everyone else in the apartment. Mind you, this complaint wasn't directed at me, necessarily - but was being confided in me, because this person did not have enough bravado to go after the real perpetrators directly. Anyway... I went on to tell this person all the times in which I cleaned up after them. Never once complaining - they didn't even know. I cared enough about them, and about the state of the apartment on my own not to care what needed done. If I saw something needing done, I took care of it... as should we all. The fact that they sometimes forgot this or that didn't bother me in the slightest. And I only ever started keeping track of ANY of it when that person first came to me to make similar complaints. I had a vague sense that they had violated their own "rule" a few times that I could (again vaguely) remember... but their complaints started me paying very close attention... awaiting the time that they would complain again... ignorant of their own trespasses. This isn't meant to be a story about ignoring when people take advantage of you. Instead I mean it to give you a sense of what you are doing when you make claims about God. I obviously wouldn't argue the point if you mostly kept to yourself and didn't try and force yours or your supposed God's view onto my life... but that it exactly what you do... all of you who believe that you are meant to be the "witness" for your God - you believe you push this information out with only the best intentions, and from a place of humility... but even when we (those who want nothing to do with your beliefs) tell you directly that what you have done is anything but humble, that what you are saying is an insult even when you believe it a kindness... well, again... that's when I take to these words - making a note of all those points that don't sit right with me... so that when you come complaining to me about my life and beliefs again, I can take all those points and share with you why you have no place to be complaining at all.
I don't complain about you, do not condemn you, and am not trying to force anything upon you. You are here on a forum intended for public debate. Here, you know you will run into people of faith, and you actively, voluntarily engage in these debates. For you to be complaining is hypocrisy.
In fact, I know that I can't convince you, or anyone else. My job is simply to plant seeds wherever possible. Maybe the Lord will make that seed grow; only He can do it.
I can see how you see me as lacking humility, and maybe there is still some part of me that needs correction there. It's difficult to be self-aware of these kinds of things. Impossible, really, absent God's grace. But I think you mistake confidence for arrogance.
Now, as for yourself and pretty much all who are in your camp, I see nothing but arrogance, defiance, rudeness, and just all-around nastiness. If you can't see that, it's because God has blinded you to your own condition.