I was born, raised, and had practiced Roman Catholicism. I started becoming more religious a few years ago during my sophomore year of college. My gradual interest in religion caused me to explore my own faith, something I had never done before. Two years after that point I had taken a few religious courses, and started reading A History of God, both of which gave me a different perspective on religion. As I explored my own faith I struggled with many of its most fundamental beliefs. I couldn't find any way to explain the things I questioned no matter who I asked or what resources I found. For six months I basically told myself that in the end it didn't really matter all that much, since having faith in nonsensical things is just part of religion.
About two years ago I discovered the Baha'i Faith which I felt a great amount of connection to. Less than one year later I was no longer going to mass and I stopped considering myself a Catholic or a Christian. However, during my investigation of the Baha'i Faith, I discovered that it wasn't all that I initially thought it was. Five months ago I decided that I would not be declaring myself as a Baha'i. That's a whole different matter though...
Some reasons why I left Christianity:
- I could no longer accept the belief that Catholicism and Christianity hold claim to the entire truth (I now recognize that no religion can rightly claim that)
- I could no longer accept the twisted theology of original sin and Jesus dying to forgive humanity's sins
- I found the theology of Jesus and God being one and the same to be ridiculous
- I found the belief of Satan (God's scapegoat) to be simple minded
- I no longer believe any person or book can be inerrant
- I found the idea of eternal damnation and suffering in hell to be utterly repulsive
- I found the treatment of homosexuality and those of different faiths, and those that have no faith, to be unacceptable
- And to end, I discovered that modern Christianity was not founded by Jesus, but by Paul and like minded individuals
I am now on a perpetual spiritual journey to learn what the world and my own being have to offer. I have found Universal Sufism to be very enlightening, however I am very hesitant about declaring myself to be a follower of one particular religion.