I have been diagnosed with clinical depression, panic disorder, OCD, and a whole host of other mental maladies that can be changed based on my mindset. But I've just been through an unwanted divorce, so I'm working on it. I cannot blame these things on any god (of which I don't believe in), or even my external circumstances, even though I want to. The problems all lie within my own mind. HOWEVER, I have a form of Autism called Asperger's Syndrome. This is something I was born with, and something that cannot go away. Anyone who has lived with someone with an Autism spectrum disorder, or who suffers from a form of it themselves, can tell you how frustrating it can be. I think this is part of the reason why I ended up with a divorce. My ex, who's "normal" could no longer deal with some of my 'idiosyncrasies'. At any rate, if there was a god, for instance, the Abrahamic god, then yes, it would be his fault, and it would be illogical for him to blame me for some of the things I do and say that might go against his law. It would not take a loving creator, but a supreme dictator to do something like that. Most people with Autism spectrum disorders wear it with pride, but I know the heartache and destruction that it can cause, and I'd rather not have it.