richardlowellt
Well-Known Member
One, not fantasies, but curiosity. Two, it's been a long time since I've had such curiosity. Three, I perfectly accept that part of me as being part of me, and do not let it control my actions. Four, I release my killer instinct in video games like Doom or God of War. Five, I've had therapy before, and that had been a great help to me in coming to grips with what I am comprised of. Six, breathing meditation (admittedly not regular) has done wonders for keeping that side of me tamed.
Yep, video games, that makes it clear, you are a natural born killer. Releasing your killer instincts on a video game is certainly much different that real life, but it means, at least to you, that you do have pent up killer instincts, continue with your therapy.