Unveiled Artist
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I suppose these are all the traditions of the Church as you say. Of course reading the bible is a tradition too as well as the sermons and teaching.
True. True.
Maybe you go on to become a counsellor or psychotherapist instead. Often, but not always, the best people in those roles are those who have been through troubled times and come through.
Haha. My first major was to be a psychologist. After being a "patient" in many ways than one in psychology, I developed a PTSD over issues not addressed in our county/town regarding those who have legitimate psychiatric illnesses but treated as if they were criminals or so have you. Very intense environment.
On a lighter note, I was thinking of being a hospital chaplain. I thought an ASL Interpreter kind of fills that role but I realize that the interpreter has no "say" but is a medium for either party to understand each other via language/cultural translation. I've always felt I want to advocate in some way. I have many experiences as a person with seizures and as an LGBTQ person. It just feels like I'm running out of time to really enjoy it given my health issues.
I have to admit that I had the same struggle. It wasn't until I became a Baha'i that I could accept the bible in its entirety. Before that it troubled my soul.
I know this sounds backwards to most ex-catholics but that is one reason I liked the Church is because you live the bible in the Church and in Mass. Reading the bible to understand the faith is good. However, actually participating in the body rather than just studying it is a whole lot of a better experience.
I mean, I wish belief can just switch off and on then I'd totally be Catholic but how can you really change what you believe. That's kind of like asking you to be, I don't know, Wiccan at a drop of a hat and knowing that is the truth and reality and not Bahaullah, Christ, or anyone else.
I have been reading some liberal bible scholars recently who highlight all the uncertainties we have about some parts of the bible, how the life and teachings of Jesus were passed on by word of mouth originally, and it was not until at least 20 years after Jesus was crucified that the first gospel was written. It has become clear that the authors of Matthew, Mark, and Luke were not eyewitness to the life of Jesus and there is weak evidence only that John Zebedee wrote the book of John. Perhaps at some stage in the future you will feel comfortable with the bible in its completeness.
I heard about that (education from the RF community, apparently) that Mathew, Mark, and Luke did not eye witness jesus life. Which makes me think a bit more about the Church given the Eucharist is Christ not the apostles. But protestants stick with the apostles as if they are a mirror of Christ's life.
But I don't know enough history to comment really. I enjoy reading your conversations with the others. I wish I had something to contribute.