Hmm.
How do you believe something without anything (or anyone) to let you confirm inwardly what you accept is true is actually true?
Thus, we are back to the need of scripture.
A full circle. Not trying to be argumentative... just sharing.
I dont like the term blind-faith though, in essense, when you believe something is true (trust it) without criteria of your own, it takes a huge leap of faith without any support of its validity (whether to yourself and/or others)
I don't agree with "blind" faith and believe that people generally use that as an escape hatch to dismiss faith (not in your case, but speaking generally)
Again, we are back to scripture. One reads about a New Covenant and a Last Will and Testament. One doesn't need to have "blind" faith to believe on the words spoken or printed.
Do you not trust your feelings in relation to how god speaks with you?
Maybe the problem here is that we are dealing with different definitions or different applications? Feelings can be both an emotional state (not reliable) or a leading by the Holy Spirit (reliable) depending on the application. So I'm not sure how you are definiting "feelings".
Sight could be classified as part of "feelings" in a broader sense and specifically, "We walk by faith (not blind) and not by sight.
It's application can be understood easily. Jesus said to the blind man, "Go wash yourself..." and received sight. He didn't "feel" anything as he walked but faith trusted what Jesus said.
Is it pure obedience with no other mental and physical experience just your oath to follow god?
Again, that can go either way depending on meaning and application. Obedience can include just your oath to follow God. Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego obeyed with just their oath to follow God.
True?
Example...
I had an experience I attributed to my grandmother watching me. Most would most definitely say its god. One hundred percent. But we both have different backgrounds. Different criteria for authority and validity ot a said experience.
I have no sacred book to confirm my experiences; I just know.
When you dont trust your feelings you check the answers to see if it lines up.
Say, I believed the authority of the bible. I wouldnt take my experiences at first glance. Id check the bible.
Since the bible is from god, if my experienced mirror what god says....
I used the bible to confirm my experieces. If christians trusted their feelings and experiences, they wouldnt need the bible.
I find that odd; but, Im not a sacred book person.
Here I would disagree in principle. There are spiritual experiences that may not be from God. With no standard of reference and if all you go by is "feelings", one could be dealing with a familiar spirit and it not be God.
How do you reeiscover alegebra?
I'm sorry, let me rephrase. I can learn by two methods, learn it myself (figure out how algebra works, what are the principles that need to be known, what are the postulates and theorems and why are they true) and spend a life time re-discovering algebra. Or, I can go to three classes, Algebra I, II and III, and learn it in three semesters by what other people wrote and use it as a spring board into Calculus
So, yes, you can "learn" all over how things are from God or not from God, or you can read the scripture and springboard from there in a lot shorter time and go further.
The issue still remains you need basics in order to make personal the bible. (Though, I dont know how the bible isbpersonal when you dont trust your feelings to confirm it so?)
Again, it depends on the definition of "feelings". My journey with God didn't start with "feelings" but rather logical thought.
It went like this:
- My life is going from bad to worse, I might as well as try something different;
- The Bible is either true or false. It can't be both. I will start with the assumption that it is true and test the sucker. If it is false, I will find out soon enough
- It certainly won't hurt me to confess from my heart that Jesus is Lord.
Not sure "feelings" were involved as much as a heart decision.
EDIT:
On your defense, the next day I
knew something had changed. I
felt it, but it was scriptures that gave me the understanding of what happened. So back to "relationship" but also tied with "scirpture,."