I don’t understand your first question?
You say u were asking ‘me’ if I follow bilndy and if I believe in something higher than myself? No I don’t blindly and unquestioningly follow. Nor do I believe in something higher than myself.
And what you call my interpretation, is a fact.
In the Old Testament
- God is portrayed as mean, cranky, egotistical, and petty.
- He destroys cute kittens, new-born babies, and kiwi birds (death by drowning is, by the way, apparently extremely traumatic) just because his humans started acting, well, human.
- He sends a bear to maul 40 kids because they taunted his prophet.
- He tells a dude that he must kill his own son, proving that He, God, is more loved by this dude than the kid.
- He demands that only the pure and healthy can come worship him. Even those who were scarred in battle for God are not worthy of God's presence.
- The morality of the people of the time is quite different from our own.
- Women and children were seen as property to be disposed of as necessary – under proper religious guidance, of course.
- Rape was a sexual crime committed by both people. Women could be stoned to death unless the rapist wanted to marry them.
- Slavery was, if not common, quite accepted. Even God himself tells his people to go to war for him, and take the women as slaves.
- The laws in place are troubling for modern Christians and religious Jews, beyond those mentioned above.
- Divorce was unacceptable in most cases.
- Eating shellfish was not allowed.
- In fact there are a whole host of foods that cannot be eaten, clothing that must or must not be worn, prayers that must be said... Those "strange" rites (or at least this is how most Christians see the rites) of Jews like keeping Kosher and not working on the Sabbath are "Old Testament" laws, which really never were rewritten.
- Violence in the name of God and Truth is not only possible, it's morally required. (Kill the infidels started not with Islam and the Qur'an, but the Hebrews, a thousand years earlier).
So yeah. In today’s society all of those laws above would be considered crimes.
And to answer your last question about following the teachings of the New Testament.
Many Christians disregard the Old Testament and adhere to the new. First of all the New Testament makes no sense at all without the old.
Jesus saw the Old Testament as being God’s Word, and his attitude toward it was nothing less than total trust. Many people want to accept Jesus, yet they reject a large portion of the Old Testament. Either Jesus knew what he was talking about, or he didn’t. If a person believes in Jesus Christ, he should be consistent and believe that the Old Testament and its accounts are correct."
If you disregard the Old Testament and strictly follow the new then that’s insane.