Thinking Homer
Understanding and challenging different worldviews
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I don't currently associate with any particular denomination. I spent the most time with the Church of the Nazarene growing up. In fact, about 14 years ago or so, back when I was in high school, my theology would have been nearly identical to your own now. That was when I was just starting to get into really studying and debating theology. I started off defending the Trinity. However, it didn't take me long to realize that I wasn't really equipped to defend the Trinity to even myself - let alone others. Thus I began to study everything pro-Trinity I could find to make sense of it and the scriptural arguments in support of it. After a significant period of study and debate I eventually had to admit to myself that the scriptural evidence for the Trinity is - at best - lacking, and at worse all of these churches are just flat out wrong. At the time the latter might have seemed improbable - but one of the sad truths of the modern church is that virtually no one studies these matters beyond learning proof texts to defend their preconceived views.
Then I turned my attention to the study of the Church Fathers. Everyone always insisted that the Church has always, since its inception, been Trinitarian. I figured that even if I didn't see it taught in scripture, if the Church Fathers all testified to it - then that maybe a sufficient witness to defend it. I bought myself the Ante-Nicene Fathers Series and spent many years reading through the writings of these Church Fathers. However, what I found is that the Church Fathers were anything but Trinitarians. Even the earliest Trinitarians, like Tertullian, maintained that Jesus was begotten - that there was a time when the Son did not exist, when God was not the Father. And if you look at earlier influential Church Fathers like Justin Martyr - he explicitly says that Jesus is a second, lesser god.
As such, finding no basis for the Trinity in scripture or in history, I rejected the Trinity. Then began the on-going process of re-evaluating the scripture under this new light.
Oh I see. The main reason why mainstream Christianity accept the Trinity is that it becomes very complicated if we don't place Jesus into the boundaries which we define as God. I have already given you the polytheistic argument. You claim that Christ does not demand worship, but clearly that is not the case according to Scripture, which obviously becomes a problem.
You place Christ below the Father, and define Him as the Son of God which I also agree with. The problem for you is what to do with this entity known as the Son of God. You clearly believe in Him, you don't worship Him, you do not see Him as God Almighty. So what is Jesus to you exactly? Clearly He is the mediator between us and God, but do you just see Him as some kind of mechanism, or thing?
Btw I will get back to answering the points you raised earlier.