Then you once again prove my point, that the Rabbinicists are "a bit eager to let the Straw man do the representation". When you allow gentile interpretations to represent what the originals believed as if the originals believed what the later gentiles interpret them to be as if the minority view doesn't count, you prove ym case. Thank you.
I don't know if you realize this, and I noticed it wasn't mentioned anywhere in the thread (except for briefly and indirectly), but Jews don't reject Jesus solely because of his heretical teachings. Everything the New Testament says about what Jesus said, did, and how he behaved could be entirely true. In fact, the entirety of the gospels could be true and it wouldn't matter because, and pay close attention to this:
Jesus still would not be considered the Messiah. Everything written about Jesus in the New Testament could be 100% true. And it still wouldn't matter. Why?
Because there is a very specific definition of what the Messiah should be, and Jesus does not fit it. Tanakh gives, while maybe not as specific a definition, an image of what the Messiah will be that Jesus does not fit. In fact, he's not even close.
You say that you came to belief that Jesus is Messiah after long and careful study, I'd be genuinely interested in knowing what you studied because it was in the course of my study of the Bible (OT/NT) that I left Christianity. Not because of the gentile image of Christianity, but because the idea that Jesus is the Messiah is fundamentally incompatible with what Tanakh presents. And I made that conclusion before I was "tainted" by any Rabbinic teachings.
This, ultimately, is the reason that Jews reject Christianity and Messianic Judaism. This is why it is offensive when those who are not even the slightest bit educated about Jewish practice call themselves Jews.
Considering I"m ethnically Jewish and I believe in following the Torah to the letter, I'm pressed to find another term. If it means anything to you
I think this here is what, perhaps, we all need to focus on. What you believe is between you and God. Heretical or not, it is something for you to sort out with Him. If you are born a Jew, then you are a Jew regardless of how you believe or how you practice (at least as far as current understanding is concerned). If you practice Torah, then that's even better.
The fact that you believe in something that, in and of itself isn't heretical, is inconsequential. What matters most is that you follow Torah.
Now, given your rejection of Rabbinic Judaism, I'm not sure what you mean when you say "follow Torah" because I would argue that one could not aptly follow Torah without Rabbinic opinion on certain halakha. And while Jesus did say not to do as the pharisees do, he did say to obey "all that they teach you, for the sit in Moses seat." whatever that means.