I used to sincerely believe in God, and I would attempt to justify all the atrocities and violence that I read about in the Bible when I was a devout Christian. I also tried to ignore my conscience in my attempts to continue believing that the Bible was God's Word, infallible and inerrant. I would willfully disregard all of the discrepancies I found in the Bible, as well as the fact that Christians are deeply divided over its proper interpretation. However, my beliefs about the Bible shifted dramatically as I studied it intensively (along with Christian theology) throughout my evangelistic training and while aiding my nephew in his studies to become an ordained pastor. I essentially studied my way out of believing in the Bible, as well as believing in God, Jesus, and Christianity.