If there are demons then why from your perspective can there not be Satan as the leader of the demons? Are you saying that God is His own adversary, enemy or that He is opposed to Himself? I don't know that much about Judaism, but this idea certainly does not sound orthodox and completely contradicts what God revealed about Himself to the Hebrew prophets and the nation of Israel concerning His hatred of evil.
I do not believe in a God weak enough to have a foe who could actually stand up to Him. I pointed out before that I believe The Creator wants people to prove their worth before he even bothers with them. In most cases, I feel that if someone "talked to God", it actually did not happen. By this I mean when God visits someone as a separate entity and speaks to them. This is not God. I see it as what you would probably call an "Angel". Firstly, let us take the
metaphorical story of Moses and the Exodus. The burning bush was not God, I would say it was a force that spoke
for God. Moses had not yet proved himself worthy in the eyes of the Creator. Then you have Moses having mystical experiences, the power of God working
through him, after he proves that he is committed. Besides this, the acts God committed through Moses are horrific; killing children, drowning the Egyptians; you cannot claim God is meant to be seen as all loving.
Are you basically saying that you believe in a god that is good and evil like the yin and yang concept?
Actually, yes, in a way. The state of Nature itself is like the yin / yang, 100% balanced. This balance is caused by the Creator during creation. If God's "light" was not restricted, there would only be the pure light, therefore only God, therefore nothing to experience itself separately from God.
Since you are looking to some force, be it some unknown spiritual force or a force within yourself rather than the God or Creator who made you then what is the difference between this kind of occultism and idolatry?
Well you are missing the point. That force within myself
IS God. Creator and Creation are not separated by anything except the illusion of Duality.
Why do you think the Bible was edited? Are you repeating only what you have heard others say against it? Have you ever sincerely and prayerfully read it seeking God's insight and wisdom? I believe God's word vindicates and proves itself to any sincere seeker.
We know for historical fact that the Bible has been edited, cut, retranslated, etc many times. There were groups of Church hierarchy who chose what writings would be put into the bible and what would not be. Besides this, simply look at 2 different English translations and see how different you are. The majority of Christians believe that Lucifer and The Devil are the same being, but this is based on a mistranslation that went viral! Therefore it is a false belief. That is just one example.