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Namaskaram @Jainarayan ji
I thought for one moment It was deja vu , ..but in my absence you have returned , ...Jai Jai
hope all is well
Sooo... A few days ago, I went to Paris Vinayaka mandir
JAI VINAYAKAJI JAI MATA SARASWATI ! HAR HAR MAHADEV !
My copy of the Lakshmi Tantra finally came in. Time to break it in and learn some divine knowledge, yo.
Sooo... A few days ago, I went to Paris Vinayaka mandir
( It does not happen often, as I live 7h away from the temple... And there aren't many temples in France unfortunately)
Helped and joined the puja, then stayed a bit to pray to Sri GaneshJi and .... Mata Saraswati.
Faced a year of joblessness despite my efforts and skills, the videogame industry being really, really difficult to enter. I had to go back living with my parents, and living with short term jobs and minimum pay, which was a double horrible thing since I had to face the daily verbal and emotionnal harassement from my mother (Because my other half is transsexual) and couldn't even contribute to the family budget.
One day I saw a lot of opening from the governement. They were recruiting teachers... So I considered the question. I was already offered to work as a conference master at the Louvre at 17, but turned it down to pursue my dream of being a videogame artist... Now for the second time, a teaching opportunity was here, so I took it. Since I already had a master degree, I just had to pass a year, and succeed at the big national exam.
Needless to say, this past year have been an horror.
Had to move in one day to another city, I had to squat an empty university building and to do my homework on the floor, then almost ended up homeless before miraculously finding a room... Had to struggle to pay the rent, working overnight while trying to keep up with the insane level of knowledge the school asked. Spent a year completely alone at school, cast out by pretty much everyone in my class because I was "different" (understand: not a superficial feminine generic girl that only swears by clothes and expensive shopping - I hate those things - )
Spent most of the end of the year crying while eating flour mixed with water, as it was the only thing I could afford.
I successfully passed the writing national exam, a miracle. I was confident for the 3 interviews exams that were coming after that... The places were limited, there was a lot of people still in the race.
Thought I magistrally failed the most important of them. I cried a lot, started to doubt my chances, started to despair as I didn't wanted to come back living home, without a job, like a shame.
So went to the mandir, and started praying. I told Maa everything I held inside my heart, all the doubts, suffering, exhaustion, and everything that this success could bring. I gave to Maa the last, tiny little spark of hope that was still inside of me, as a sacrifice, and I left the temple empty.
Today, the results are in, and I had great results as well as I succeeded graduating my (second !) master degree ! I am officially a teacher (and a 3D artist)
I come to share the joy at our ashram, and I bow a thousand times to beloved Sri GaneshJi and Mata Saraswati ! It is finally the end of this horrible ordeal and I can't stop being so grateful ! I gave a spark of hope to the Gods, they made it a huge fire in my chest !
Next step is to settle near Paris (NEAR THE TEMPLE <3 FINALLY !) and start to live a life. A real life !
JAI VINAYAKAJI JAI MATA SARASWATI ! HAR HAR MAHADEV !
Ganapati Bappa, Har Har Mahadev, Jai Maa Saraswati. I am so happy for you. May you never be unhappy again. Surrender, surrender to the deities, unreservedly.JAI VINAYAKAJI JAI MATA SARASWATI ! HAR HAR MAHADEV !
Hah, I do that occasionally (probably once a month on Purnima when my wife calls me to partake 'charanamrita'. I just keep the deities in my heart. All of them, without any exception, are always there. But do not follow me, I am an atheist.Up until very recently, my only real "worship" of Ganesha was a quick "namaha" in His direction before a puja (if I remembered).
This is from a Christian site, Sassymaa. Tired of Thessalonians and Numbers.