@Taylor Seraphim Please take your time and read this. I am sure you are asking honest questions; and, it is hard for me to articulate my thoughts in a paragraph for many reasons than one. I will try not to make it a book. RF has a post limit; so, I guess I get the genius of reaching that automatic-warning.
Intro: You said you practiced (20)
Wiccan traditions, ceremonial high magic, folk witchcraft, rune magic, tarot readings, neo-elemental magic, and chaos magick
My question (will be in
) What did you learn from these practices? When you did folk magic, how did you know it was folk magic if you didn't know that magic is real? If you practiced Wiccan, did it feel fake because you didn't
feel the magic? These are just practices.
Once upon a post, you said (1):
Is there something you or I could do to prove that magic exists to me? I would really really love to believe that it does, but I am a skeptic at heart.
We talked one time (cant ref.) and you (going by memory) said you rather go by dictionary definitions. It's a common definition known by all people rather than differing opinions about the same word.
We need to define what magic is first.
1. Before we prove magic exists to you, we must
first define what magic is.
You defined magic as: Choas Magick, Witchcraft, Divination, etc. (#5) This is not a definition. This is just practices that use magic; but, we have to define it to understand what these things are. So, that's for another post. Can't fit here.
I think this is your definition of magic, if I am not mistaken:
I was expecting that through gnosis that my will would be manifested through the interference of a spirit, deity, or simply the manipulation of thoughts within the all consciousness.
We have a foundation.
Reminder: Since you are in a Magic DIR, you will get personal answers not objective.
2. Now you have to consider which definition do you want prove to you: Yours or magic practitioners? Why? Because we cannot prove something wrong if we do not know what we are proving or have the knowledge to go about it.
a. If it is yours, then a lot of us do not share that definition of magic. So, we cannot answer your question nor prove it wrong. We don't know enough about it to analyze why it would be wrong.
If ours, you will have to accept our answers as valid
in and of themselves even if you don't understand them and/or disagree. Once you have done that, the discussion can continue without either side bickering whose definition we will use.
3. So, say we use your definition. What is a gnosis? A mystical feeling?
Let me ask, have you looked into other magic traditions that have nothing to do with paganism? Gnostic traditions (guessing if there are any). Research things about Gnosticism?
Have you looked into Hinduism? They talk about consciousness. Does it have to be magic? Is that the right audience or word you are looking for, for the experience or proof you want given to you?
4. Now, magic, for you, is whats above. A lot of us dont know much if any about that. So, Ima take a shot Other than the resources, have you ever thought that those experiences aren't objective?
Have you thought that the experiences that you are searching for are in and of themselves relative and subjective based on personal experience and
not a fixed definition?
5. So,
since not If mystical experiences, consciousness, and all that are "magic" and magic is defined as a supernatural (as per dictionary),
What
type of evidence are you looking for? (Not experience. Concrete evidence)
In my opinion, there is none. Magic (how you define it) is based on personal experiences
and practice. Every person who replied to your post has given you a personal opinion on what he or she knows and/or practices about magic.
So, in the beginning of this post, I said you have to gear your question at a difference audience
or accept our answers because if you are looking for a general consensus, we have said many times,
there is none.
6. You mentioned witchcraft and divination are magic. They are not. They are methods and tools by which we use to do magic. What's behind the mask?
What's behind the tools and rituals and cards etc?
That leads me to that long post I hoped you read. What is behind the magic?
How do you define gnosis in laymans terms that we will understand and give you an an answer for? Whats the definition in your mind since our definitions aren't what you are asking for?
7. Once you define the definitions within the definitions of magic, then you ask us "okay, I believe magic is gnosis experience. I am a skeptic. Please give me evidence (rather than prove to me) that it is real.
We are on something.
8. Your audience: Is
not Magic practitioners. Maybe it is the gnostic DIR?
9. Now you said (28):
No I practiced magic and know that it is wrong.
It has not been able to do anything for me that was not the result of happenstance.
It also fails to be give predictable or reliable results.
My question:
I know you already said what results you were expecting. The gnostic experience. Have you ever considered that magic is not
just a gnosis experience? It isn't defined within witchcraft, divination, wiccan practice, folk, chaos. In my opinion, that's putting magic in a box.
10. So, to get around this, again, is you have to accept that the definition of magic you use is not the
only definition Try other methods that
are your preference. Take out traditions. Research gnosis. Really learn about yourself and how you relate to the world.
Do you really need to know about magic? If so, why? What do you think would it benefit you? Will you take the time to search for that knowledge?
Many people here have searched, researched, practiced, and all the above to get where they are today in all ages and walks of life. It's a life long process. It's not "I say the Sinner's Prayer, poof! I'm saved" No It's something that you have to learn and grow into. That is magic.
11. You were talking about magic as something that's outside of happentence.
My question again
In addition to the definition you gave above, what type of magic happens outside of the natural order? Is it floating pencils?
Witchcraft, divination, etc are not about "floating pencils"
12. Now you have to give us more definition. Why does it have to be outside of happetence to be magic?
(and I think I reached my limit; let's see).... contin...