Basically it's like when you disobey your parents and don't want them to find out.. While you fearful of the punishment.. It's only because of your love and respect of them you care what they think and are therefore fearful of their disappointment more than the actual punishment.. its kinda the same kind of fear when it comes to God.. Sorry I don't know how to properly put it in words what I mean
Suppose you fight with your father a lot, like I have most of my adult life?
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I hear you, thank you.