I abhor the mainstream Christian notion of atonement and view it as evil.* Where does that leave me?
*longer version for clarity: I think any god who would create a plan of salvation that works that way would have to be evil unless he had no other choice, but this wouldn't be the case for an omnipotent, omniscient god.
Have you ever trusted completely in Christ's work on the cross to save you? If you have, you are forever saved. If not, then you are not.
It does sound rather strange, the plan and the whole sacrifice for sins, eh? But, lets say you were God
...You made humans. They have the ability to do whatever they want. But they murder, rape, torture, oppress, etc. each other and only do really bad to each other all the time. Does that mean you invented sin? Of course not, you just gave them freedom. But now you have a problem of how to fix it. Just as you did not invent sin, you did not invent the consequences that result from that sin, misery, horror, death...But you love the people and want to help them, so you find that since the wages of sin is death, you die for the people you love thus opening a door for any who wish, to be saved. The wicked will still be wicked, but those who see their own wickedness and feel bad about it will call on you and be freely saved. It could just be that way. Just like God is just, which is good, so he must deal with sin justly. It may be just the way it is. Who are we to know. His ways and thoughts are higher than ours, as Paul says in Romans 11:
32For God hath concluded them all in unbelief, that he might have mercy upon all. 33O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out!
34For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who hath been his counsellor?