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Your pastor is jerking you around, and using fear to tighten his control over you.thank you so much for your concern it means a lot. yes i am at tug o war with this.... it is such a hard transition i'm trying to be "a better person" my boyfriend mark and i have been struggling with this! he plays in a death metal band... he is an amazing drummer. they are about to release their first album. and i have promoted concerts for death metal for years! and what happened was i went to church and the pastor said we would be studying the demon possessed so i thought that would be really interesting anyways after church we went and seen the movie paranormal activity ironically because i didn't even know it was going to be about a demon so after the movie i went home and started researching it and that's were it started. the music thing isn't easy at all. i have been involved in it for a long time and i know im going to loose friends over this. i mean i was crying over it like a baby because i love my music sooooo much. i know i sound crazy and all. it's just a weird time for me.
I don't believe in your religion, but if I did I would ask myself whether it was really possible, if I loved Jesus and Jesus loved me, that demons could take me over -- against my will and against Jesus' will -- just because I enjoyed to a certain kind of music. It just doesn't add up.