illykitty
RF's pet cat
You could simply be depressed. I suggest you go to a doctor of some sort and see what can be done about it. Depression is a chemical imbalance, so if you feel like you have so much, and yet aren't happy, that's probably the issue. Get it looked at.
Yeah I know, just that I don't tend to like taking meds and often they make me more depressed and suicidal (I'm not). It's really difficult.
Well I'm feeling fine today and I have a job interview. I'm really positive about it.