whereismynotecard
Treasure Hunter
I get really confused sometimes when wondering why I should give a damn about my own well-being. I am myself, but why should I care? What if I have to do lots of work and I don't have any fun? Why should that bother me? I'm just some random person. What if I die really young? That sucks, but I'm just some random person. Who cares? I'm having a rough time caring about stuff sometimes since I'm just some random person. So what if I do something fun? What does it matter? I'll be dead someday, and it won't make any difference whether I had a fun life or a stupid life. I also wonder if I'm stupid, but does it really matter? I think I could be stupid, but is that a bad thing? Who cares if I'm stupid?
Sometimes I'm not sure if it matters that I am myself. I feel very distant from myself right now. What does that mean? Hmmmm... I confuse myself. I wish I could be someone different. Then I could find myself and see if I would like me.
Sometimes I'm not sure if it matters that I am myself. I feel very distant from myself right now. What does that mean? Hmmmm... I confuse myself. I wish I could be someone different. Then I could find myself and see if I would like me.