It is my genuine belief that the Abrahamic version of god does not exist at all. There is no way a god like that is responsible for anything. Yet you claim you are the Messiah for that god. How can you be a messiah for a god that does not exist?
There are plenty of other reasons you might have premonitions etc. You don't need to believe you are a messiah because you have that ability. Only you can help yourself. No one here has any ability to do that. You do not have to believe everything you think. In fact, questioning your thoughts is important to overcome any automatic thought processes that are not right. You may still have the thoughts come, but you can also choose to think something else that is more beneficial to your life. Being aware that your thoughts are causing you problems is a start, and you seem to have acknowledged that. So now, just change the thought when it happens.
Thanks for your genuine reply! Maybe God doesnt exist, he has existed in my dreams and I have seen him for real in the waking world and people didnt apeer to notice him. I have been a atheist for 30+ yrs since the last three and I still cant come to terms with God or whom these thoughts are making me beleive who I am!!!
The doctors put me on medications that stop people having these visions and seeing and hearing things that are not there!! They didnt work because imo I have not got psycosis!
You dont beleive in an abrahamic version of God but does that mean he doesnt exist? Theres only One God they recon and I dont know if he does or not exist for sure but if you look at say, christian beleifs and the Jewish beleifs, There messiah is just the way I am acting now.. sorry I cant get that out propperly. Have you read the posts from the israili news over a dozen posts back, about the Rabbi prophet that talks of the coming Messiah? Plz read
My story spans 40 yrs and there are many many true storys and many witnesses including my Jewish doctor. If he thought I was taking the mickey, he would tell me where to go but he is just the opposite. I wish I didnt think the way I do I wish I never experience the things that I have... But I am trying to find the truth for my own sanity.
I hear what you say and I really apreciate your imput!
Thanks