I meant I don't have to defend my position, the bible doesn't speak for me and it won't convince me to change my mind. There should be no reason why an adult would find any validity in it, you won't see me praying to your immoral monster of a god anytime soon. I don't fear your god and won't bend to his dictatorial needs either. Your god is a narcissistic jerk and has no respect for his creators.
1. Whether you like something or not has nothing to do with whether it exists or not.
2. Whether you even understand something, or whether you make up something based on bias and without justification has nothing to say about it's reality.
3. The fact that you call what 1/3 of the people on earth refer to as the most meaningfull, profound, and loving influence in their lives, evil has no power to make it so.
"The character of Jesus has not only been the highest pattern of virtue, but the strongest incentive to its practice, and has exerted so deep an influence, that it may be truly said, that the simple record of three short years of active life has done more to regenerate and to soften mankind, than all the disquisitions of philosophers and than all the exhortations of moralists."
William Lecky One of Britains greatest secular historians.
He was the meekest and lowliest of all the sons of men, yet he spoke of coming on the clouds of heaven with the glory of God. He was so austere that evil spirits and demons cried out in terror at his coming, yet he was so genial and winsome and approachable that the children loved to play with him, and the little ones nestled in his arms. His presence at the innocent gaiety of a village wedding was like the presence of sunshine.
No one was half so compassionate to sinners, yet no one ever spoke such red hot scorching words about sin. A bruised reed he would not break, his whole life was love, yet on one occasion he demanded of the Pharisees how they ever expected to escape the damnation of hell. He was a dreamer of dreams and a seer of visions, yet for sheer stark realism He has all of our stark realists soundly beaten. He was a servant of all, washing the disciples feet, yet masterfully He strode into the temple, and the hucksters and moneychangers fell over one another to get away from the mad rush and the fire they saw blazing in His eyes.
He saved others, yet at the last Himself He did not save. There is nothing in history like the union of contrasts which confronts us in the gospels. The mystery of Jesus is the mystery of divine personality.
Scottish Theologian James Stuart
Even non believers recognize the inherent worth and unique character combined in the greatest example of human conduct in history. Your emotional commitment to a preconcieved perspective is distorting everything you see. This subject deserves far better debate than unfounded, unjustifiable rhetoric.
Being willing to be humiliated, beaten, spit on, and hung on cross for people who hate him is about as opposite to narcissism as it is possible to get, and is more than any other God or human ever did for you. You are free to hate that God if you want you are not free to claim it is based on evidence.