Except I have explained it so what don’t you understand?
You did not
explain anything -- you merely claimed that God somehow helped you with your addictions. You didn't even acknowledge something that I would have thought totally fundamental -- that before God would help you, you had to want it yourself.
I was a smoker for 39 years. A heavy smoker, and you may judge me stupid for that if you wish -- I do myself. But when I quit (22 years ago), I did so because
I finally really wanted to. Now, because I do not believe in God, I didn't think to ask for God's help, nor do I have any reason to suppose I got any. It was my own desire, my own knowledge of what I was inexorably doing to myself, that did the trick. And if I had not accepted that knowledge, no god anywhere could have helped me.
And I have found this this about so many people with addiction problems. They think that they can't do it themselves, but they really, really want to quit. So (a la AA) they call on a "higher power" to help them -- and then, because they have believed in this "higher power," have accepted that was how they managed.
This is precisely what the "placebo effect" is all about. What's really pitiful is that you cannot even give yourself credit for what you accomplished. Because it was YOU who accomplished it.
This is, actually, what so many people mean when they say, "God helps those who help themselves." What it really expresses, if you look closely at it, is that if you really do help yourself, then God doesn't need to be involved.