So Heneni, what you are saying then is that unless you gave your life to Jesus 2000 years ago, there is no hope of anyone going to heaven. It's already a done deal, signed and sealed? If I am not "one of you chosen" then it doesn't much matter what I do anyway because I can't join the "chosen" ever. Have I got that right?
Sweetie. Salvation is not for sale. Its a gift yeh? So if its a gift you cannot join a club to get it. You cannot pay membership fee to get it. It was entirely gods choice who he chose to be saved. But he did forgive everybody.
He gave grace to some, but he gave mercy to all. What i do with the gift of salvation matter greatly. It matters because i should not trample on the gift. And mercy too...should be valued and appreciated.
If you have been chosen by god for salvation, there is no despute about your identity. Jesus said....whoever the father has given Him, shall in no way be lost. 'Lost' as in loose their salvation. Salvation is not something we strive for, it was a gift, nobody can strive for a gift. But the reason that we have been chosen is to be made into the likeness of his son, so that he may have many sons and daughters.
So, i would say, what you need to establish is if God gave you the gift. If he has, you shall come to Christ, since a shephard is loyal to his sheep and his sheep listen to his voice. If anybody LISTENS to his voice (which means they can hear it, either through the bible, or through people, or through their lives, or through art, music or any other means god chooses), you can know that they are saved.
It is useless to read the bible and think that that we know the person it speaks of. I can read a biography about you, but it does not mean i know you. I can read your biography and talk all day long about you. Does not mean i know you does it?
I know that if you have been chosen for salvation, that you WILL come to god. Is there anything he cannot do? Is there anybody that can fight against him and succeed?
Now, it becomes apparant, that people might be unhappy because he chose some and not others. And on occasion I might even want to feel like I need to oppologize that he chose me. But that would dishonour the giver of the gift. For some reason god chose the down and outers, the ones that the world think is a bit 'odd' and he gave them something that makes them precious.
The children of god find themselves in a foreign land, a world that they are passing through, and they have their hope on a different kingdom and a different world. In this world they are not accepted, if they were, they would be part of the world.
Salvation is a gift, precious indeed, but it does mean you will suffer for getting it. And so...when people talk about how unfair god was to give the gift to some and not to others, then god can simply say...are you willing to suffer because of this 'gift'? If you are...like Jesus did, like his children do...then you can be sure you have also been given the gift!
Heneni