who said i was afraid? for God's sake. once upon a time i was somewhere else in Europe and sharing a house with nearly 12 students. i was the only Muslim there. when missionaries came along, every single non-Muslim mock them, they openly laughed at them and i, just as a human being, was ashamed. i was the only person who treated them normal, friendly. i showed them respect, invited them inside, made them tea...etc. they came again. i spent hours with them. those students were from all over the Europe, all Christians. me, the only one who's not Christian was also the only one who show respect. seems like your very own people did not hear the "word" yet. at the end what i heard was simple; come join us, we get you visa, we provide you a place to stay, a job...yea i hear your word. my faith is not for sell. i do understand and relate with your devotion. i rather hear your "word", i rather you visit our home land and i rather make peace with you. i am ready and here. if you or any other Christian willing to teach me something, be my guest and try to see what i do not know first. cos if you ignore things that i know you'd never know what you could teach me; so you come and apply Muslims did not hear the word.