Ahh, thank you.
Your right to think this isn't enough for me, ofcourse. My previous message in this thread made that clear. What Id like to know is why is this enough for you? I hope you will give me a detailed reply. More or less everything that justifies your 'faith', as well as your faith in Amma.
I want to believe, and have no reason not to right now. However, I fully admit that my faith is a suspension of logic, which I try to apply to all other aspects of my life, and to my thinking. Sages, authors, poets, and most every religious teacher from all faiths and all times have taught that logic can be a detriment to the spiritual path. Considering the numbers, and the fact that many of these people would not necessarily have been aware of each other, that's enough for me to consider that they may have a point. Giving it a bit of thought myself, it could make sense that logic can sometimes be a detriment, since it can only tell us so much, and the default position must always be that something is false until it can be definitively demonstrated to be true. For someone on the spiritual path, this can be a serious distraction. If someone is able to walk a spiritual path without letting logic get in the way, that's great. However, I'm very easily distracted, so I have to suspend my logic for my path. Once I can develop more focus, then I can start bringing more logic into it.
I also do agree with what Spock said in Star Trek VI: logic is the beginning of wisdom, not the end. That's actually why I do apply logic to other aspects of my life, and even to parts of my beliefs, as well. This does allow me to catch when a Sage's teaching may be flawed somehow, if not outright wrong, which does happen now and then.
One very important thing you need to understand is the beliefs are actually part of the path; why in the world would I perform Puja to the Linga if I didn't believe it was a representation of Brahman, or pray to Lord Ganesha if I didn't believe he would remove obstacles? These actions are part of the path and require beliefs for them to have any real effect, even if it's just placebo. So far, they haven't been a detriment to me or my growth.
Just as a clarification, however. The Hindu concept of an avatar is a bit more complicated than "God comes down to earth", and does need a bit of explanation. Simply put: avatars by and large incarnate as humans, and act the part. No miracles, no magic tricks, just acting as humans, faults and all, for the sake of proving a point or teaching a message. The full avatars are actually quite rare, and only come if the world is in SERIOUS jeopardy, such as Rama or Krishna.
I'd go into more detail, but it's getting late and dinner's getting cold. ^_^