Of course, it's more fun to complain than to actually correct misunderstandings, right? If you think I've got you wrong, then explain what's right; all this complaining about how awful I am for having got things wrong is a sideshow.
And why should I when you characterize what I'm saying as complaining that you're "awful...for having got things wrong"?
I'm not complaining, but you haven't seemed terribly interested in finding out whether there might be more to it than belief in Santa Claus or unicorns.
It hasn't seemed to me thus far that you're interested in understanding why I do what I do so much as insisting that I fit the common notion that all occultists are into hocus-pocus and mumbo-jumbo which they take as seriously as if there were anything worthwhile to it.
So then what are you doing? Do the "magical" trappings matter or not?
Trying to explain what I do and what it does for me is like trying to tell someone who's never had sex what it feels like.
I'll take your second question as indicating a desire to learn about how I regard what I do.
No, the "magickal trappings" don't matter a whit to me, assuming you refer to robes, candles, wands, and the like. I tried them when I first got into doing rituals because I was told that beginners should use the specified implements rather than assuming they know better or can do the ritual without them.
I did various rituals with implements and without them, discovering that I could achieve the intended result easier, more readily and much faster without that stuff slowing and bogging me down. It was rather like being told that you must put on a coat, scarf, hat and gloves to go out in the cold; you try that and find that it's all too much, you're quite comfortable in a shirt and jeans.
Just to check that I wasn't being stupid and risking emotional or psychological trauma, I asked a more experienced mage if what I was getting from the ritual was what the result was supposed to be. He questioned me pretty intently about what physical and mental sensations and images I experienced at various stages and said that that's what was supposed to occur, remarking that it was unusual for someone newly into this type of ritual work to be able to perform these rituals correctly without using implements.
Now, maybe he was lying to me, but since he was a national officer in a magick lodge, I figured he was telling the truth. Another mage with whom I checked what I was doing said that I was getting what the ritual was supposed to produce so quit worrying about it but exercise a reasonable caution when I approached the more involved rituals; I might find that using the implements would prevent my getting too headlong and overwhelming myself to an extent that I couldn't handle.
Ultimately, I've found that I can do the less complex rituals satisfactorily without even going through the motions such as the prescribed gestures and walking in a circle in a particular direction. I sit or stand and run the ritual steps mentally, saying the words in my mind...works just as well and leaves me energized and refreshed if that's the purpose or relieved of troubling thoughts if that's the intent.
Btw, spelling the word "magick" isn't pretentious as you seem to be suggesting. It's done to distinguish occult magick from pulling rabbits out of hats and sawing pretty women in half, to signify that it's an entirely different sort of thing.