What I see you saying CG, is that you have embraced 3 concepts of God and are yet to reconcile the differences that we tend to make with those concepts.
Regards Tony
I was believing in them one at a time. The New Age type of belief was first. God was within. God was in the trees and in the mountains. I could become one with that higher power and connect to spiritual things that Baha'is believe only manifestations of God could do. I friend believed she was a higher spiritual being from Venus that had reincarnated back into a human to help usher in the Age of Aquarius here on Earth. Then I met Baha'is. That God had sent several manifestations to people at different times and in different places. But this God also was into having lots of laws and moral codes, something the New Age God didn't worry about. Then came the Fundamental Christian God. This was during the "Jesus Movement" of the 70"s. That God was made up of God, The Father, God, The Son, and God, The Holy Spirit. This God was a jealous God that hated it when people worshipped false Gods... And every other religion, except Judaism, believed in a false God. And even the Jews didn't have it right, because, to those Christians, they believed in the Father, but rejected the Son.
Each negated the previous one. Then finally, I began to doubt and question that Christian version of God. Ironically, some of the reasons I reject that Trinitarian God are the same reasons Baha'is reject that version of God. But then Baha'is also reject the Hindu Gods, the Greek Gods and the Aztec Gods, and the Egyptian Gods. So, Baha'is aren't as all-inclusive to all the other religions as they claim to be. They too reject the Gods of some people and cultures.
And why is that? Probably the same reason why I do... They were made up by those people in that culture. They're not real. But... they were believed to be real by those people. Just like good, loving, humble people today go to their Churches and worship the Father, the Son and Holy Spirit as God. But you and I believe they are wrong and believe that is a false God. But I include the Baha'is concept of God on the list of beliefs about God that I disagree with.