Why do I have to reconsider my beliefs?
What I said is that you, or anyone when they are confronted with views that challenge one's beliefs, is to either reexamine how they are holding their beliefs, or double-down and refuse to accept anything presented that challenges their views.
This is as true for me as it is for you. Hence why I remarked that your choice with me, is either to reconsider your ideas about your beliefs, or double-down and be forced to say what I claim is wrong, or delusional. And the fact I have never shared what that experience was with you, but only referenced my impressions of it, and you are dismissing it out of hand without any actual knowledge of what it was, is to indicate to me the latter option.
Think of this principle in terms of Creationists who deny, or distort, or refuse to acknowledge the science supporting the Theory of Evolution. This is not because the data is false, or weak, or questionable. It's because it doesn't comport with their specific ways they interpret the book of Genesis. It is not because of the science, but because it forces them to reexamine the way they hold their beliefs.
That's all I am saying. You don't "have to" change your views. But the end result of that more often than not is a burying of one's head in the sands of faith in order to protect one's beliefs from a legitimate challenge. For me personally, I could only deny the evidence to protect my beliefs for so long, until I took the challenge and reconsidering my thinking. The result ultimately was to grow and deepen my faith. This applies to any aspect of our lives about anything and everything.
You cannot accept that people have faith in a Manifestation after investigating if He was one, which is what I did.
I can accept that that is the way some people approach their faith because that is what works for them. However, where there becomes an issue with it is when they start invalidating other people's beliefs or personal experiences because they don't align with the structures of their belief system. That's no longer spiritually beneficial for them. That's denying evidences that challenge beliefs. That's placing beliefs ahead of faith and Truth.
I speak this from a place of experience with this relationship between beliefs and faith and truth. Everything I am saying is from personal experience.
That is a gulf between you and me. Your arguments are not persuasive to me.
I actually don't see that gulf, as I understand pretty much where you are coming from because I have experience believing basically the same ways, except in a different religious system, Christianity to be specific. The gulf that exists is not between my experiences and yours, but between yours and mine. What I say is foreign to you. What you say is not foreign to me.
I have been studying the Baha'i Writings for over 50 years and I have reason to believe in Him and not you. You are just a regular human being, just like me.
The length of time doesn't mean much. Have your views ever evolved or changed in any radical way during that time? That to me says much more about insights, than simply sticking with one thing forever.
What you experiencing are the attributes of God, not the essence of God.
How is it that you feel qualified to tell me what I experienced or didn't experience? I think you are making my point. You have to try to fit it within how you believe things to be, even when I can tell you something different from direct firsthand experience.
How is it you assume I don't understand my own experience? Are you speaking from a place of similar experience? I believe you tried to say this before, but I shown how that was not true. And now you are telling me it can't be what I claim, because it doesn't comport with your understandings.
But to address this distinction you are making between the attributes of God and the essence of God, to help illuminate your understanding on this, I have a bit I can speak to about this.
I'll begin by referring to the teachings of from Hinduism, from what I understand of Advaita Vedanta. Brahman is considered to be the unqualified substance of all reality. It is the Source. It is the Essence of all that is. Now Brahman can be viewed or understood as Nirguna Brahman, or "God without qualities or attributes", or Saguna Brahman, or "God with qualities or attributes". This is not two different "essences", or one being "essence" and the other being "attributes". These are purely different ways in which God or Brahman is experienced or perceived.
God with attributes, is "Sat-chit-ananda", or "Being-consciousness-bliss". In Christian parlance, this comports with "God is Spirit" (John 4:24), "God is Light" (1 John 1:5), and "God is Love" (1 John 4:8). (You will note on my profile I list my religion as "Love, Light, and Life"? This is in reference to these statements by John).
Now while these are attributes of God, they are not "reflections". They are the essence and being of God
manifesting itself. This was my direct experience. It was Infinite Love. Infinite Light. Infinite Being. Infinite Power. Infinite Grace. Infinite Knowledge, and so forth. These are all attributes of the Infinite formless itself. The essence of the Formless is fully present and fully expressed in these attributes.
Then there is the Formless, Infinite without attributes, or "Nirguna Brahman". What you want to make different or greater than Saguna Brahman, or God with attributes. I experienced that as well. There was just pure Emptiness, as the Buddhists teach as the core of their religion, particularly in Mahayana and Vajrayana or Tibetan Buddhist branches. In that, time did not exist. It was eternal, Infinite, and Formless. I use the terms in my faltered language, "an infinity of infinities, which were infinity within infinity" forever and ever. It is That which underlies and supports all that exists, and from which all that exists arises from and returns to.
So even if you wish to make a distinction between the two, I experienced both. And I can tell you from that experience, they were and are the same Essence. You could say it was perceived as both Stillness, and Motion. "Without attributes": the Formless, Stillness, Emptiness. 'With attributes": Infinite Love, Light, and Life.
This can also be related to Taoism: Wuji (the formeless Stillness as Source), Taiji (Tai Chi), the formless manifested in the perfect balance of opposites (God with attributes), and Ying Yang, or Tai Chi in motion, or the manifest world of creation.
These are all ways to talk about the selfsame mystical realization of saints and sages the world over. These are
the core teachings of all of these religions. And you say they are wrong? Are you sure you feel justified with that view? I see a major shortcoming here on your part. Perhaps you just don't understand something about your religion, if it's really dismissing the core philosophies of all these major religions?
The attributes of God are best embodied in the Manifestation of God. We can best know God through that Manifestation of God.
I would disagree with this. I certain can value that Enlightened sages can illuminate the path for others to follow, and manifest the Divine through there beings as Light to the world. No doubt.
However, the goal of any valid Divine teacher should be to help his disciples to realize Enlightenment themselves! Not just simply forever being a student, or a "professional student" who keeps studying the same thing for decades. The goal is to graduate! The goal is to become a Master in yourself. The goal is to transcend yourself, and becoming that light to others yourself!
We can also see the attributes of God in fellow human beings, but only the Manifestation is the perfect reflection of those attributes.
This is simply the difference between students and Masters. There are degrees of depth that can be had. It's not a static linear thing. And it is NOT
reserved for some and denied to others. With that, I utterly disagree.
Can you say definitively say that you are not experiencing the attributes of God, and experiencing the essence of God instead?
As I said above, the essence of God is manifest in the attributes of God. But to repeat, I have experienced both the Formless, attribute-less nature of the Divine, which you call essence, and the manifest Divine attributes of Infinite Love, Light, and Life. So while there is a difference in how it is perceived, there not a difference in essence as it is not ultimately divisible. The light of the sun, is the core of the sun the manifested. It's not a reflection of the sun, but is the sun.
We cannot comprehend the attributes of God, either, as explicated by Baha'u'llah, or experienced within ourselves.
Correct. But we can apprehend them through experience. See the difference in meaning of these terms here:
Difference Between Apprehension and Comprehension | Compare the Difference Between Similar Terms
The words apprehension and comprehension refer to two different mental processes of grasping or taking hold of experience. Apprehension is the ability to understand something by relying on tangible or concrete experience. A simple example is when you touch the fire it will burn your finger. This experience can lead you apprehending that you should not touch fire. Whereas comprehension does not require concrete experience to understand, it is the ability to understand through reliance on conceptual interpretation and symbolic representation. Comprehension means the complete process of understanding, to perceive, interpret and process knowledge. In the examination point of view a comprehension means an exercise characterized by questions based on a short paragraph or text. A comprehension is to test the aptitude of the student.