I am convinced I exist. So after that my next question was; Why do I exists?
When I started to strip away the "whys" I realize how insignificant that I am (can get very depressing).
Question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question after question...... (the abyss)
"Why do I exist?" It took a long time but I did find an answer.