I am sure that you must know this fact that there are people that walk the same earth as you and I who wear the title of being super rich. Not multi millionaires but multi billionaires. Just one of these lovely people could feed every destitute child who is on the verge of losing their lives to disease and malnutrition and still remain super rich. Why don't they? God is waiting for mankind to show some empathy and compassion by these animals. He is waiting to see if we can pass the trails and tribulations that we have to endure, to see if we love Him and our fellow man. I fear that most of us will fail miserably.
You do not have to apologise for, or justify, your beliefs. If what you believe in makes you happy, and creates a better person, then you are among those offering a hand down to those who are struggling to climb that mountain that we all have to climb. There will be no Christians in heaven, or any other religious beliefs because they will be all fulfilled. I am a Christian and probably will be for the rest of my days, however, I could just as easily be a Muslim or a Jehovah Witness, who are equally as pious and who probably do far more than us in living a righteous existence. In fact, much of what I believe is akin to Pantheist.
I am glad that you recognize that things are getting worse because there are those, on here, who are enthralled with science,
and who have gone with the flow of immortality, who think that things are wonderful on earth right now. Those starving children do not think that things are getting better, that is for sure.
Serenity, love your awesome post. You're so wise and thoughtful. I'm so mad that we have so much wealth as a human race undreamed of by the Pharoahs and Kings of the past and yet unparalleled deaths from lack of food and medicine. Yet there seems to never be shortage of TRILLIONS$$$ for war and bombs. For killing there's so much money but for life there's none. So sad.