Ok then. Why should anyone believe it?
It's not tacky. I'm the real deal. I'm not in "extreme secrecy" about it. I also don't have the characteristics of a psychopath (seriously, even watching Schindler's List makes me sob uncontrollably because those were real people that happened to). I have worked with kids. But I don't crave power because that takes away from what I actually want in life, which is reigning in Hell than serving in Heaven. Gaining power requires a lot of kissing up to those with power. I'd WAY rather be a thorn in power's side than be power.
Maybe the experts at Church. Not psychology, sociology, not the FBI. Not any real experts, that is.