Of course I do. That's why I can positively ID the god reponsible for the "enlightenment" you seem to idolize.
God is Zeus. No wait, it must be Vishnu. No wait, it must be Mithra. No wait, maybe it’s Yahweh. Or perhaps it’s Gaia. Or any of the thousands of other options. Anything goes. There are no facts to make any definitive and final answer to what god is.
It's a general category. But your poor brain seems to be unable to attach, establish coherence, between the various concepts. Personally I think it's a self imposed limitation. But it's possible you are not capable for bringing these ideas together. it's OK. I'm not perfect either. If this is one of your flaws, there is no shame in it. Although, not being able to fathom that you are wrong about this, is shameful, and a little ironic, because you've just defined a god hich is your "self". And in theory, you're supposed to be buddhist who has annihilated that with the assitance of your beliefs.
So again, just like the foolish: "by default it's false" proves you wrong. Here, your argument that "if their God exists they would be more like me" fails. Your behavior demonstrates you have
not annihilated the self in spite of your claim that this is an ideal. This shows you would not be able to identify it even if you see it OR you don't really value it OR you cant accomplish it, but are holding others to a higher standard than you yourself can achieve.
Whatever it is that you are practicing clearly isn't working. So why are you promoting it?
Factually god is a set of thousands of descriptions that don’t correlate to any real phenomenon. Gaia is the exception as it represents earth/nature.
Deception doesn't correlate to any phenomona? Ignorance? Greed? Your ignorance is fully on display. Clearly it is a god which is active in your life, in your brain.
See here: There are multiple "gods" operating in the events occuring at, and prior to the Jan 6th riots. You wouldnt know it, because... ignorance has taken up residence inside you. You have multiple gods operating there.