I can't for the life of me understand why you call yourself 'gnostic'. A gnostic accesses the source from within; it is a mystical, intuitive path, with no science involved in the experience. You don't seem to have even a basic understanding of this path. You appear to pursue more of a materialist/scientific/rational approach. In fact, Gnosticism is anti-materialistic, even to the point of considering matter to be evil. A gnostic you are not.
And you are egotistical AH. You truly can't help yourself by being a j3rk.
It is just a name, I don't claim to be "gnostic" or follow Gnosticism. It is a name that I chose when I joined Islam dot com (before joining RF), because "agnostic" was already taken, and at the time I was reading some works from the gnostic codices from the Nag Hammadi Library. This was before joining RF here in 2006, I chose to keep the same name as the previous forum.
At that time I was still working on my website, Timeless Myths, and I was interested in reading all sorts of creation myths, including those found in Gnosticism (eg
Apocryphon of John,
On the Origin of the World, and
The Hypostasis of the Archons).
I was there for the storytelling, not to follow any belief system or to be a mystic.
I am an amateur mythographer or mythologist. I read and research any myth that I am interested in, hopefully that I would understand what I am reading, but that doesn't mean that I believe them to be real or true.
My favourite is Greek mythology and ancient Greek literature, doesn't that mean I actually have to believe and worship Zeus or Aphrodite or Dionysus?
I have read Norse literature, does that mean that Odin, Thor or Freyja is the deity that I would worship. I love reading stories about Re, Isis and Horus, do you think I will build a temple in their names. And if I read the Sumerian myths about Enki and Enlil, do you think I would pray to them.
Likewise, I am interested in Gnosticism, but only for their literature, their stories and their myths, not because I have to follow gnostic mysticism.
Just because I chose a particular name, doesn't mean that I am that.
You don't know me, so stop being a class A j3rk, trying to put me in your pigeonhole.