PureX
Veteran Member
Giving up magical thinking does not require you to become an atheist. It's not, 'religious superstition or nothing'.I don't want to get anyone's hopes up, but these past couple of years, I've slightly changed and improved on some of my ideas, I feel. And tried to become more a critical thinker. These past couple of days, I've been playing a lot of this video game which I find a little relaxing, and while I've played, I've been thinking hard about life. And it made me realize that I want to try life without magic thinking - no gods, no magic, no spirit world, and probably no aliens since I feel there either isn't evidence for them, or the evidence doesn't hold up.
I realize I have embraced religious thinking a lot these past two or three weeks, so it may come as a surprise that today, I was trying to try thinking without any of the 'magical thinking' (and so far, it has been going well for me), but I think my greater push towards religion and magical thinking was just that - it was a push-back to a more logical form of thinking getting under my skin, and it was my response to being afraid of something a bit "new". But now, I've gotten over that fear.
So I realize if I do eventually identify with atheism, if this way of thinking does work out for me..... that I feel it's not going to be easy, because it involves scrutinizing evidence, fact-finding, and really putting in the work and effort (in my opinion), so to speak. But I feel I'm getting closer and closer to being ready for such a thing, should I pursue it.
It's actually very easy to find the divine spirit in everyday life once you stop presuming the spirit to be some mighty invisible personage and realize that it's more like a circumstantial meme. Like when you go to a wedding and become infected by the spirit of joy and mirth that everyone there is feeling. Or you go to a funeral and you feel the sadness of the loss of someone people cared about. THAT kind of spirit. Not magical being ... normal experiences that we all can feel and share with each other. And that some of those are good and positive and healing, while others are bad and damaging to us. And to be avoided.
This is how to "see God" and "feel God" in the real world, without all the magic and superstition and religious mumbo-jumbo. Just look for the love, and forgiveness, and kindness and generosity in yourself and in others, and embrace it. Become it. And you will know "God".
Atheism is a waste of time and energy. It's negation for negation's sake. And most atheists aren't even atheists. They just hate religion, which is also a waste of time and energy. My advice would be to forget all that nonsense. And just look for the REAL spirit of good at work in the world, and in you. And stick with that as much as you can. If God exists, and effects this world, that's how.