So I think that some point, in general, I should clarify something.
Some of the posts that were addressed to me in this thread, just sounded like they were directed at me with the assumption I was Abrahamic.
But I rejected the Abrahamic God either way, and long before making this thread about atheism. I was a polytheist who was into Wicca, and polytheists tend to have their own beliefs.
This is why I've talked multiple times about magical thinking. Basically my beliefs were getting to be close enough to atheism, that I started to see the only difference between choosing or succumbing to atheism, and my current beliefs, was the incorporation of magical thinking.
So I was trying to decide to give up magical thinking. And I considered part of that, giving up the gods. In which case, it'd be hard to any more call me polytheist.