Friend you have a wrong concept of humanities future salvation. When God says it is his desire that none perish he is not saying he will save them regardless of what they themselves want. You totally refuse to believe that we have a choice of whether or not we want to be with him. It is his desire (not his absolute Will) to save man and he will not drag anyone kicking and screaming into his Kgd. It is his desire that we all come to knowledge of him and that we all come to repentance and these 2 steps man must make himself in obedience to God. If we don't make them we will miss out on salvation.The main reason God is not after belief in humanity today,is because in the World Tommorrow, all humans will be saved! Its academic, why should God be concerned with all humans believing in him now, when his will is that all humans will be saved in his Future? 1Tim.2:3-4," This is GOOD and ACCEPTABLE in the sight of God our Savior. ( What is Good and what is acceptable to God?) Well HIS own desires, which are that, vs.4- ALL humans to be saved and to finally come to know his Truth about THEIR predestined Salvation!
A most Positive Desire, or Will of God!
And I want to go into that.
Peace.
You seem to be waiting for God to do more for you when you are not even beginning to do what he tells you so far. If you are waiting for GOD TO DO IT ALL what is the point of him telling you anything at all ? Why study his Word if you have no intention of obeying it ???
It is not the knowing that will save us BUT THE DOING Jas.1v21-25.
You are unjustly blaming God for leaving you out in the dark and the cold - but friend it is your own decision to stay out there. God has already told you what to do to come in :help: