I am not trying to be sinless to get to heaven, but that is not my point. My point is that a sinless me is not really me.
Oh, okay.
Of course. It's really up to you what you want to be.
We are all born sinners, but
it's really up to us if we want to remain sinners, or not.
We can be sinless (not presently), and it would still be us, but of course, that depends on our course in life.
The apostle Paul said...
"...this is what I say and bear witness to in the Lord, that you should no longer go on walking just as the nations also walk, in the futility of their minds. They are in darkness mentally and alienated from the life that belongs to God, because of the ignorance that is in them, because of the insensitivity of their hearts.
Having gone past all moral sense, they gave themselves over to brazen conduct to practice every sort of uncleanness with greediness.
But you did not learn the Christ to be like this, if, indeed, you heard him and were taught by means of him, just as truth is in Jesus. You were taught to put away the old personality that conforms to your former course of conduct and that is being corrupted according to its deceptive desires. And you should continue to be made new in your dominant mental attitude, and should put on the new personality that was created according to God’s will in true righteousness and loyalty." - Ephesians 4:17-24
". . .stop being molded by this system of things, but be transformed by making your mind over. . ." - (Romans 12:2)
Read Romans 8
So really,
it's not about our sinful state at all, but rather, it's about our mental state - our mind / heart. The person we really are on the inside. That's who we really are.
So
if we prefer to be molded by this world, we have really chosen to be at enmity with God. James 4:4
If this is what we want, God does not prevent us from making that choice. He gave us that choice... He would like us to choose to be his friend, but if we would rather not be... Deuteronomy 30:19, 20
That's why I said,
If we love sinning, then we really are separating ourselves from God's love, and cannot benefit from Christ's sacrifice.
So, it's not that God does not love someone. Rather, it's the case that someone draws away from God, and his love.
Jude 1:21
So, I understand what you are saying.
The person you really are on the inside, is not in harmony with God's spirit, but rather against his spirit.... and that's the person you want to be.
Is that accurate?