YmirGF
Bodhisattva in Recovery
Ok, this much I undertand. I think it is important to underscore that the ideas above are purely Sufi and not representative of the Sunni perspective. Would that be a fair statement, .lava.C would be the right one. only in this case, of course. however it seems like i was not clear enough. in Islam (Tasavvuf/Sufism) there are 28 levels. the most difficult of all levels is 25th. but 26th level is the most important one. because this is the point when one submits his ego/nafs. after some one reach that point, he would not betrayal God. it is possible to 'fall' until you get there. these people, as we call them Fasik, are the ones who reached 14th level and fell and went back to 2nd/1st. at 14th level people reach their Masters. Master means someone who completed 28 levels of Islam, in other words, someone who does not have free will. people witness him as a guidance from God and they have no doubt, they know he is given duty by God. they make a promise to God infront of him. when they fall, they broke that promise and become Fasik. they make a promise for the truth they witness. that truth is not the ultimate truth. ultimate truth is seeing God at 28th level.
I am fine now. Kidney stones are NOT fun, you have my word on that. A side benefit, due to all the tests that were run on me, is that I am in otherwise good health, though my doctor has said that perhaps it would be wise to consider quitting smoking. I am giving it some thought. Likewise, I am on a diet now and plan to lose 35 pound. (I am not fat... *looks around nervously* -- but I am lugging around more than I need to.) Overall, I look upon the experience as an experience in raw pain that has helped me to understand people who are in pain much better. I learned that pain, for example, is a very, VERY selfish thing. THAT was a real eye-opener. I am planning to write about my experience a bit expanding on the idea of pain being a highly selfish thing, but am still trying to find the right words.PS: how's your health? i hope you're better. sorry to know you went through a painful process.
It is a delicate subject, lol.
Thanks for asking, and I do hope you and those you love are doing well.